Forget the Varnish

"I don't think I'd pride myself in being addicted to anything. Not sugar, or coffee, or chocolate, or love. But maybe, I'd humble myself and say that I am absolutely addicted to Jesus. I can't survive without Him. I need Him the minute I wake up until the minute I go to bed and He is the only reason that I sleep well at night. He sustains me; lifts me up when I am low and brings me down when I am strung too high. He's everything I think about and everything I do is based on my need for Him. I don't want to pride myself in being an addict, but I'll admit to the fact that I desperately need Jesus. I'd die without Him. He's not a drug, and I am not His slave. But heaven knows I could never choose not to follow Him. Not after meeting Him, not after being found by Him. Not after learning to actually live. I do confess that I need Jesus, and of that I am not ashamed."